I dread it.
I wish time would stop.
Every night, wishing tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow would never come.
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Bro called.Asked me some stuff.
Told him some stuff.
Advised me on some stuff.
Cried.
I don't know how bro did it.
I'm not your sister.
I'm a failure.
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Above are some ranting. I have this 'vision', this 'image' deep in my mind. And it's all written somewhere in a list. The list are not in order. I'll probably re-write the list this time in a specific order. And probably paste it in front of my table. My parents would probably say I'm being a paranoid and a worrier. Bro would probably say a little of it is good but too much dosage would kill me or worst; go into depression. I got to admit I always think/worry way too much. So much so that it annoys others and myself. But I've always been this way,according to my mom. I guess I didn't grow out of it.
Do others have a list like mine??(rhetorical question)
Above are some ranting. I have this 'vision', this 'image' deep in my mind. And it's all written somewhere in a list. The list are not in order. I'll probably re-write the list this time in a specific order. And probably paste it in front of my table. My parents would probably say I'm being a paranoid and a worrier. Bro would probably say a little of it is good but too much dosage would kill me or worst; go into depression. I got to admit I always think/worry way too much. So much so that it annoys others and myself. But I've always been this way,according to my mom. I guess I didn't grow out of it.
Do others have a list like mine??(rhetorical question)
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Flies are just annoying aren't they?? Ah See needed some insecticide to kill it. Xin Wen just walked off. Flies are just everywhere. LOL.
hey.. everything ok?? what's wrong? sounds like very worrying..
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